some of you might be awear of the site called "facebook". on here you're able to find people you haven't talked to in years and all that jazz. well you also get to lable how you know a person. you can say you met in class, met thorugh another friend, or that you dated. an even further option you can say it's complicated.
if you don't already know i came tothis school following a girl. said girl dumped me before the end of my first semester. we are not on speaking terms. but this girl decided to add me as a friend anyway on facebook. and as i tried to decide what to put as the details of our current status i thnk to myself of the time we talked and she sad she didn't remember dating me and that i shouldn't tell people we dated. she had "blacked out" that part of her memory. so i figured "it's complicated" might be a good choice. but this was not good enough. i got a message saying that there wasn't a reason we shouldn't be "friends", and the details were sent back for my confermation that we were "good friends" or something. so i accepted thinking that everything might be fine. so i sent a message as follows...
"the only reason i had it like that ["it's copmlicated"] before was for the fact that you have "blacked out" most of our relationship, or so you say. i mean how real is something if you don't even remember it?"
now you think i'd get some responce, but not this...
"Memory has nothing to do with it. 'Blacked out' was indeed the best possible choice of words. Parts of time were deliberatly removed from our memories, we did not simply forget. And not just our memories, but our subconscious as well. Infact, do you believe in the idea of a collective unconscious? There have been steps taken to erase you from that, as well, lest a child be born already knowing of your deeds-or misdeeds, as they were.
Personally, I don't think it was worth all the work. Take that how you will. But, stories are retold, stories that YOU were the center of, without you. Do you remember that night that you, me and Wally got Bob drunk? I don't. I remember the night me and Wally got Bob drunk. If this were a movie, you would be played by the missing peice of film.
We have ostracized you on purpose. This has little to do with the fact that you dated Jen, but far more to do with the fact that we don't like you. You misled us, you decieved us, you abused our trust. And then, beyond this all, you also were despicable in your dealings with Jen.
This is real life. You are not in it.
-THE GROUP, as written by Sam."
yea. ouch. wally was my friend from like the 6th grade whenwe rode the bus together. i'll admit that the things that happened betweenme and Jen sucked, but was it bad enough to get this? esp after just being asked to "be friends?"
so to "THE GROUP" FUCK YOU! that is all | 
